Kyara's Life Story.

My Secret Life Story.

Sometimes my life looks like a bad movie, or a soap. No sane person can have so much heartache and grief in such a short period of time and still be sane. My entire life seems like it has been a blur. Past mingles with the present and the future. I don’t know what my future holds. I feel as if my future has been ripped away from me when I decided to fight for what is mine ( My Small Inheritance.) in April 2004. Nothing will ever be the same again. Those family members that were close to me now hate me. And those that i count as my family are as close as blood kin. Never betraying me and always close. They are my blessing in this strange life i have.

As a child I used to wish for a normal life, but I was never granted that wish. My teen years were rough, lies and deceit from my own family changed my easy life for one filled with sadness and loneliness, a loneliness that followed me as i ran away from the boarding school i lived in Texas to the fateful day when i jumped on a train toward California and ended up in Canada instead.

I still remember it clearly. That one day that changed my life. Every little thing I did, even though some things in my life were never worth remembering. I woke up early in the morning, because rain was dripping on my face. I again had chosen a place to sleep where the roof was practically non existent. To be honest, there wasn’t any. It was a bench in a park. A few newspapers and my coat were the only things that would keep me warm.

During that day I did the usual stuff. I begged for money, earned a bit with doing some work for some dodgy people. At least it gave me something to pay for food. Then the cold set in and the next few days were a haze. I just sat there in a haze..... I don’t think that haze lifted until I woke up one very cold morning staring into those green eyes……. Those eyes that would hunt me for the rest of my life.

For those that have asked me about my Pictures, injuries and illness........I have a rare Thyroid problem that causes me ( if unchecked and unmedicated ) to have shifts in my weight. I can lose and gain weight very rapidly, can go from 90 pounds to a whooping 195 pounds in a month ( If my medication fails in any way.) I have gone through several medications, most have lost their effectiveness quickly, reason why i always look different in most of my pictures. and yes i did change hair colors often when i was younger and do wear colored contacts to enhance my eye color which is Hazel and quite changeable. Also i have broken both my feet and have Intra-Ocular lenses in both my eyes. Any more questions that need to be answered please do email me.

I do not share this to ask for pitty, i share it so others in similar circumstances may be encouraged that not ALL is bad, and after many trials and tribulations, life can become as good and sweet as many of us dreams it can.

To those that live similar situations, please belive me; Never give up, always follow your dreams and never aim lower than your dreams, for they may come true with a little hard work and alot of hope and prayer.


	My Secret Life Story. Sometimes my life looks like a bad movie, or a soap. No sane person can have so much heartache and grief in such a short period of time and still be sane. My entire life seems like it has been a blur. Past mingles with the present and the future. I don’t know what my future holds. I feel as if my future has been ripped away from me when I decided to fight for what is mine ( My Small Inheritance.) in April 2004. Nothing will ever be the same again. Those family members that were close to me now hate me. And those that i count as my family are as close as blood kin. Never betraying me and always close. They are my blessing in this strange life i have. As a child I used to wish for a normal life, but I was never granted that wish. My teen years were rough, lies and deceit from my own family changed my easy life for one filled with sadness and loneliness, a loneliness that followed me as i ran away from the boarding school i lived in Texas to the fateful day when i jumped on a train toward California and ended up in Canada instead. I still remember it clearly. That one day that changed my life. Every little thing I did, even though some things in my life were never worth remembering. I woke up early in the morning, because rain was dripping on my face. I again had chosen a place to sleep where the roof was practically non existent. To be honest, there wasn’t any. It was a bench in a park. A few newspapers and my coat were the only things that would keep me warm. During that day I did the usual stuff. I begged for money, earned a bit with doing some work for some dodgy people. At least it gave me something to pay for food. Then the cold set in and the next few days were a haze. I just sat there in a haze..... I don’t think that haze lifted until I woke up one very cold morning staring into those green eyes……. Those eyes that would hunt me for the rest of my life. For those that have asked me about my Pictures, injuries and illness........I have a rare Thyroid problem that causes me ( if unchecked and unmedicated ) to have shifts in my weight. I can lose and gain weight very rapidly, can go from 90 pounds to a whooping 195 pounds in a month ( If my medication fails in any way.) I have gone through several medications, most have lost their effectiveness quickly, reason why i always look different in most of my pictures. and yes i did change hair colors often when i was younger and do wear colored contacts to enhance my eye color which is Hazel and quite changeable. Also i have broken both my feet and have Intra-Ocular lenses in both my eyes. Any more questions that need to be answered please do email me. I do not share this to ask for pitty, i share it so others in similar circumstances may be encouraged that not ALL is bad, and after many trials and tribulations, life can become as good and sweet as many of us dreams it can. To those that live similar situations, please belive me; Never give up, always follow your dreams and never aim lower than your dreams, for they may come true with a little hard work and alot of hope and prayer.