These are some of my Poems. Each one of them has a very special meaning to me. I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoyed creating them. "Gentle Whispers" A voice within the night, Travelling from afar I know not from where it comes, But it searches for me. . . Gentle Whispers. It glides upon the wind, Softly drifting to my ears "Awake, my Beauty, Let me love you". . . Gentle Whispers. My heart races, Hearing his softness But feeling his strength, "My Love, My Beast". . . Gentle Whispers. His soul wraps around mine, Protecting me Loving me with all that is him, Speaking to my heart. . . Gentle Whispers. Only he knows me, My passions are one with his I give to him all of me, And he cherishes my love. . . Gentle Whispers. Although he is not here, He is never far from me He lives within my heart, And I will always carry with me. . . His Gentle Whispers. How many pens must I drain? How many stairs must I climb? How many nights must I cry to get out from inside? How many times must I feel the slap across my face? The chill of people who won’t look at me when I stand helplessly? As many as it takes. As many as I can climb. As many as the rain drops that fall with my tears on the sidewalk. How many want to believe in someone? In anything But choose to not believe at all ‘Cause it’s safer not to be too close ‘Cause when you’re close, chances are you’ll fall Close your eyes when you’re at the edge Closer to the ledge I love my life Flying, jumping, falling Faith is all I have Falling, landing empty handed but with a richer soul Your eyes, your lips, your conversation Humanity’s mere beauty is more entertainment than any Hollywood flick You meet my mind halfway I look at you and dare you to fly off the cliff With me, faith is all you’ll have But you’ll really be alive this way Really exist In some form of depth Or choose every moment to sta Feet planted on the ground Safe and sound You live in a box Locked Wake up Shake the chains The rules exist to keep you marching in line Too afraid to fly To live To exist in a way that is more than a body – a zombie Eat, eat Take, take Grow fatter Wealthy, starving Starving inside That’s why you grow wider Narrow mind In your box Boxed mind outside the box Outside the box Jump out Fly with faith Fly away It’s easy, baby You just have to open your heart So these words are cruel Bite me Stop me Erase me I’ve been crushed Been raped Been destroyed No one can kill the soul I'm standing alone in the dark drowning in the fear smothered in the shadows i'm the only one here i'm not hiding but i'm the only one around visions of evil i see before my eyes may as well be deaf i can't hear a sound i'm standing alone in the dark standing, waiting, but waiting for what? it's dark things aren't what i thought i'm standing here alone in the charred world like a spider web in the darkness i'm caught you can't see me but i'm standing near choking on my own soul gasping for air but you can't hear standing lost and forgotten in the dark i yell but you don't seem to notice trying to figure out this world i'm in i'll be standing here for a while seeing as i can't look past the sin its like a thick fog covering my eyes i'm just standing alone in the dark Want to see or to believe There is hope for humanity Attempting to see Beauty in broken dreams So difficult every day To see past the evil That hangs like sullen songs Sung all night long by beggars Heartache and forgotten dreams Grasping on to the beauty Gasping like it is your last breath Hanging by a thread Afraid to fall to your death Craving to see beauty The goodness in humanity Or to believe in something Sullen eyes, sullen lies Sullen night, sullen child Grasping or gasping Reaching out Waiting to shout Let me see the other side The other life ‘Cause I’ve seen the rain Where is the sun? Come on, come back Fill the shadows With rays of hope Like babies We want to be free From what we care not to see Believe ‘Cause only hope can set us free Only faith can rescue The beauty in humanity So little light To touch the world To feed the hungry To fix the sick Pretend that it is all okay Smile and say it’s fine Choose to wine and dine Say it all here Too near to call you mine Behind the caravan of past pleasure The faithful follow and endure I only want to feel the fire Fill the pain with desire Only the faithful will remain All the liars burn the same Down the seas of empty things On their hands and knees Begging for more Taking to please To fill the cup with holes in the side The water leaks out with your insides Follow your leader Choose your God ‘Cant fill your eyes with lies So now you say I’ll fall But I’ll fly under the shadows Above the seas Into the love that will release me I can’t fall So I’ll see ‘Cause only the truth will set me free To know no life in itself is hell of one degree. Lying to those who know, but dismiss, perfection to a "t". To hate caring, pain so deep, forget about living life, Looking into one's eyes, splits clean like a knife. Tongue trained on one thought, and that one only, Pain washes over, for the man who's spirit dies so lonely. Loneliness is hell alone, Taunts of life lost, crack like a bone, A bone bore dry with betrayal and stress, Brain with soul splatter dead, only to confess... Bright are the lies, the hearts loved and lost. Soul, heart, life, love, happiness: Dead with the cost. All the hurt, brought light, now I can see. For no life in itself is hell of one degree. I saw a fallen rose today, It's petals dark and withered. It reminded me of myself, At the thought I doth shivered. ~~~~  All Poems on this page are copyrighted  ©  Kyara Caledonii 1984 -- 2004  ~~~~~ Click to view my Profesional Modeling Portfolio.